Quotable Quotes

Looking through my mom's email, I cam across some lines from her to other people, that really touched me.  I feel like I'm crying INSIDE, but no tears. Where are the tears? LOL maybe the rational side of me just realizes I'm at work, and that would make an uncomfortable situation should someone see me crying.

"I am so happy that they are here.  It is nice of Clarence and Kati to sacrifice their freedom to be at my disposal."

"  Clarence and Katie sacrificed the comforts and security of their jobs at  Cornell U. to move here and help in my care and make my remaining days happier with the girls"

"[Ashlyn] is one sweet little cutie pie who would touch my face if I close my eyes and say "Lola, wake-up".  I love my 2 girls---the more I want to live to see them grow."

"  Clarence is so concerned and he wanted to carry me because our rooms were on the 2nd floor with no elevator.  All I can say is now I realized I have raised a good son who is so worried about me"

"[the kids] melt my heart although my emotions are in check due to my weak heart.  Ashlyn is a good baby to watch, can play with even water plastic bottles for hours.  She is a good baby with temper like Lolo once im a while.  I hope the girls will make my remaining days on earth happy."

"...the kids and grandkiddos are leaving for NY tomorrow (Wed).  They will resign from their Cornell jobs, prepare things and will be back here after Hailey's school.  It cpuld have been last Sat but could not leave while I was at the hospital.  Hailey does not want to go back to NY and she is very upset.  They are also great source of helps and happiness especially the 2 girls.  Clarence was sleeping at the hospital for 3 nights everytime my blood pressure dopped like 86/54 just in case I lost consciousness.  You should see the 2 girls when I walked-in from the  hospital yesterday.  Hailey kept on hugging me for minutes telling me how much she missed me.  She had been sleeping in my bed,  Ashlyn was behind with her "Lola" like smile with all her teeth and gum showing while dancing her "happy feet".  I thought she might not recognize me anymore but instead, she followed me to my bed and wanted me to carry her.  I sat her on my lap and kept hugging me too.  I was teary-eyed with these 2 very loving girls.  Ashlyn never called me "mummy" before but yesterday she kept on calling me "mummy".  Everyone she feels who love her is Mummy like her Mom,"